Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Welcome to your Death , Diet explained

left to right:PEGGY ,
JARED,JESSE

I'm calling it
The Welcome to your Death, Diet. My friend Peggy says I should put a comma before diet.
Peggy has been beside me through the ups and downs of my wt obsession. One day about 4 months ago I went to her house almost in tears. “I am sick of struggling with this. I know being fit and beautiful is an idol but what can I do.?” Peggy, the holy spirit speaking through her, as usual said. ”Repent”. It is scary to repent of dieting because you will get fat, right!? Peggy didn’t. I actually first met Peggy in a weight loss
group called Weigh Down and I was the

co-leader. It was heresy. Bad theology. I think I will issue a public apology on this blog down the road.

My motives for losing wt in the past could not sustain wt loss! They were selfish motives.I just could never keep my motive to glorify God and enjoy him forever.

So anyway I am trying something. Combining a Kingdom focus with some good old cognitive therapy.
(Hey that sounds like Integrative Therapy but not quite)

No one can begrudge a Christian, the right to put a verse on a card and meditate on it in hopes it will change behavior, can they?

But the difference is in where my HOPE lies. Is it in the cognative therapy to change me or even in the verse?
Change comes through a person. Jesus Christ.

Can I combine Him with Ms beck? Did he send Ms. Beck?

Stay tuned for the journey of discovery…in the mean time I have lost a pound. I will post my wt to excite readers. I LOVE watching people’s wt go down don’t you?

1 comment:

  1. hi mk. i subscribed finally.
    hey, am i going to be famous now!

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