Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I be up in the gym just workin' on my fitness

Oxygen magazine was one of my false motivators. I began to get scarily into "clean eating" and began loving the idea of being one of those people who work out twice a day. It felt good to be master of my body, to create something good and to be in control. ( Like God is supposed to be.) It worked for a while but in the long run a false idol will destroy you!
It keeps demanding more time and attention until you don't even have room for God.
Weird things you begin to think when you serve the false god fitness:
1) I am clean if I eat clean, I will pack all my food in lovely safe plastic containers.
2) I am more worthy if I have just worked out.
3) Breast implants may be worth the money and the surgery.
4) I must be hairless, tan and have fake fingernails to be perfect.
5) Aging is not an option..it is shameful.6) Tombstone: she achieved defined abdominals.

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