ITS A FIGHT

This struggle with eating is the same as every other struggle in life. I don't want to feel discomfort (the discomfort that everyday LIFE brings) and instead of going to the Lord of the universe I go to anything else to make me feel better. I want to feel better more than I want to worship my God.
At the core its the same issue as my everyday wanting to do my own thing. That's why keeping in view my PURPOSE in life is so refreshing. I DON'T WANT to live for myself but for Him who died and rose on my behalf. On this death diet I am reminding myself I 'm not living for myself.

But I really fight doing that! Lord, change me.